I just want someone to care you know?
Someone to actually wonder If I’m okay

I wish I was strong enough to not do this

Personally I just wished none of this happened so I wouldn’t feel the way I do

No one cares so why bother

Why do you have to be so stupid Emily. They aren’t going to help you so just stop bothering them with your problems

I need to fix my sleeping patterns

shayley bourget is a big reason why i havent killed myself. 

He’s voice and songs help me so much because i can feel what he’s saying, he is an example on why not to give up

im seriously trying to hold back tears right now. 

I hate this. 

being put in these situations are nerve racking, I feel like Im just going to start balling any minute now

i seem perfectly fine on the outside but Im being torn apart on the inside